A stellium can often feel like a contradiction at times. While there is a great possibility to be talented in a certain area of life, there is also a great possibility of struggling immensely in that area of life also. A native with a stellium can simultaneously feel such benefits and struggles at the same time, which can often feel polarizing and contradicting. Note that all stelliums are unique depending on the planets in the stellium and aspects being made to them. Stelliums should always be looked as a case by case basis.
1st: Having many ways to find your identity but you still struggle to find yourself.
2nd: Possessing many things but you feel like you never have enough.
3rd: Being very talkative but feel that your thoughts are hidden.
4th: Focusing strongly on the home but you're still trying to make yourself comfortable.
5th: Already being inspiring and appealing to others yet you want to shine brighter.
6th: Doing a job well done yet you still want to work and better yourself even more.
7th: Having high expectations of others in your relationships yet you fall in love easily.
8th: Having a lot of power over others, yet you still feel weak and vulnerable.
9th: Being cultured and informative, but you still yearn to explore the world.
10th: Wanting to do so much in the world, yet you really don't know what to do.
11th: Strongly caring about your friends and/or community, but you still feel like an outsider.
12th: You know the hidden, secretive ways of the world, but you are innocent to the workings of reality.